Shily666

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Hobbies:
I draw/sketch, write, occasionally I paint, I have done papier mache once and plan to do it again, do word searches and Sudoku, listen to music, cook, go biking and walking, I was in marching band for 9th grade year and 11th grade year, play the clarinet, play video games on both PC and console (mainly PS3).... (Will add more later, maybe.)

Purpose For This Account:
For this account, I will post my drawings, sketches, some of my stories, my photography, and my self portraits. Occasionally I will update my journal, and if I feel the need to, I will edit this portion of my deviantART page. There will be some periods of time where I won't be on here for a bit or simply won't post anything. This is nothing to worry over though, I will eventually return. I have had a difficult time with my life and I have also been very busy lately. I'm not always motivated or in the mood to draw or write either. So, yes, there are valid reasons as to why I'm not always on here posting my art. And I hope that you will understand and will continue to come back to see my art. Your support is much appreciated.

Relationship: ((A.K.A. the story of why I'm no longer with Kutlu.))
No, I am no longer with Kutlu as he verbally, emotionally, and psychologically abused me for a year and a half. Yes, I still Love him to death and care very much about him, but we just could not be together anymore because of the way he acted towards me. And yes, what he has done caused so, so much damage.

I am now with my ex, now boyfriend, Stephen. We got back together on January 6th, the day after I got out of the mental hospital a third time. We have been keeping our relationship a secret from his parents and friends since then because if his dad finds out, shits going down very badly. The reason I got back with Stephen is because he has improved over that year and 8 months that we were away from each other, but not only that, but when we broke up it was because he dad made him do it. His dad actually nearly beat the shit out of him for not doing so, so he felt he had no choice but to break up, and now he very much regrets it, especially since what happened between me and Kutlu has made him very upset.

So, after me and Kutlu kind of broke up not really, I got on some website only to find that Stephen was on it too. I decided to explain to him what happened, though I assumed he wouldn't care. To my surprise, he said that he had always cared even though we had not been together all that time. He asked me if I wanted to meet him outside, and so we did and I was extremely shy to see him. Now we're here. He has taken very good care of me, making sure that I'm happy as much as possible. He's very caring, sweet, loving, understanding, kind, and respectful. I love him so much and will never leave him for some other guy. It's very difficult to find someone like him.

Mental State:
Disorders: social anxiety, aspergers, depression, and bipolar.
Medications: ((Updated))Risperdal, Adderall, and Lamictal.
Help I Am Receiving: Paid counseling from Camelot, therapy from Chattanooga Autism Center, and medication from my psychiatrist, Dr.Liu.
"Last Resort" Help: I have been to Parkridge Valley mental hospital 4 times so far and I plan to NEVER go back there again. I have also been to juvenile detention once for 24 hours. Also plan to never go back there.

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